The Downfall
A week before my birthday they made me excited to celebrate that day. Honestly, since my 18th birthday ended I'm not usually like to celebrate my bday but this two special people in me they made me excited for that day. They made me feel that day is a very special day that day will be special, a something special will happen. That I can be that hapiest girl that can celebrate my birthday. What an Ideal right. They keep on asking me what gift would I like to receive, what kind of this stuff and so on. You know that feeling na hindi ka na-eexcite pero dahil naeexcite sila nararamdaman mo na din yung excitement, that's exactly what I felt. They are planning on what gift to give in front of me. He wants to give me this and that and so on. After that week, here was the week were my bday is coming a few days a head. Nothing much happened. I still feel that kind of excitement but there is still tiny feelings deep inside of me that frightens me. It frightens me dahil yung pakiramdam n...