What's killing me?
My surrounding is so calm, quie. I can only hear the cry of my nephew and his father talking to him. It's sounds so calming and relaxing but not for me. I want to hear a story from those people I have a deep relationship. I hate this kind of serenity. Right now, my mind is so tricky that it is deceiving me. I can feel the peace but why I can feel the anxiety? I hate this when I am not able to do a certain stuff. I hate when boredom strike and I don't know a way out. I can't figure out how to end this day without being sad and feeling alone. I believe that it will still come to past, butwhy it took so long? Can it happen today? I want to change or shiftthis kind of mood. I hate this kind of moment. I want to go out, but where should I go? What should I do on that place? I want to walk and just walk but where could be my destination? I'm very frustrated and I hate it. So, Help me God!